Monday, April 30, 2012

I've Calmed Down a Bit

          Listening to Charlie McDonnell's music and reading old articles in Rookie Mag always helps with that.  Because it makes me realize again -- no one's life is perfect.  And I don't need to be perfect.  I don't need to have flawless skin.  I don't need to get straight A's.  I don't need to make everyone happy all of the time.  I don't need to grow up or be completely adverse to growing up.  I don't need to have boyfriend.  I don't need to have friends whom I hang out with all the time like in Now and Then or Harry Potter.  I don't need to keep my word all of the time.  I don't need to remember all of my responsibilities.  I don't need to love school completely or hate school completely.  I don't need to look put-together all the time.  I don't need to have a clean bedroom.  I don't need to be able to play an instrument to like band.  I don't need to be able to read super fast.  I don't need to have hair that looks thick and smooth...
          I don't need a whole crap ton* of things.  Even though they'd be nice, I don't need them.  And I don't necessarily want them all of the time, either. 
          I've got this body, these people I love, and my kitties, so I shouldn't beat myself up.  I'm a lucky girl!

*I'm not sure who coined the term "crap ton", but it makes me giggle with its horrible-ness every time.

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