I hate it when people pretend like none of the world's problems should, for any reason, be their own problem. "Air pollution? Da shuck? I don't know why people care." Someday you'll get cancer and be all like, "Ahhh, why meeeee???" and the smog will form a ginormous, cloudy finger and point at you and say, "YOU DIDN'T BELIEVE I MATTERED. MUAHAHAHAHA." And, no. Planting trees does not excuse people from putting unnecessary pollutants in our air. Our air. Gosh. I have to share my lungs with these people. :-P Or that they shouldn't have to look up the news because all of the important news is fed to us on Facebook. But trust me... I try to feed it to you there too. Eat it up. Please, just care a little bit about the world.
I hate physics class. I didn't understand any of these assignments the first time, so an assignment to "go back over every assignment until (I) have 100 %" is kinda sorta unreasonable. And I don't want to go in and talk to you, physics teacher, about them all, because none of your students understand it so there is constantly a long line of people with questions! And then you get to me and say, "Well, figure out what you're having problems with and then come back and talk to me. Next?" I don't know why I don't get it, so I don't know what I don't get!!! I. Hate. Physics class. And that's the only reason I'm still in it -- if I can do alright on the AP exam, I hopefully will never have to take this stinking thing again.
I cannot motivate myself to do the things I have to do! But I really really need to and am starting to feel bad, but for some reason that doesn't seem like enough motivation to do it! MUST DO IT. Rage at self for unreasonableness.
Also, I am unreasonably critical of myself. So, I either have to stop thinking other people are always thinking critically of me, or I have to stop myself from participating in this bunk. But it's so hard to stop being critical of oneself! My mind is caught in this "cause... effect" thing, where someone says something/reacts a certain way and I think, it's all my fault. I'm a dorky McDorkface that no one wants to talk to because I creep them out/they just don't like me/I look like a freak, therefore, I should just leave everyone alone. Accurate.
I hate that I feel like I should be able to solve all of my problems myself, and then when I can't, I feel like I've failed somewhere. This goes back to being unreasonably critical of myself. But seriously... why can't I solve all of my own problems?
I don't like it when people use really bad grammar. Almost every friend of mine has grown up speaking/writing English, so when they can't do it at my age, it makes me feel sad. At least try capitalize, use punctuation, and pay attention to the little red underline....
And I hate group projects. I would always rather do the project on my own. Always. "But you need to know how to work well with other people. This is how it will be in the real world." Don't worry about me; in the real world, I'm going to grow up to be a hermit who only makes contact with everyone else to sell my Kermit the Frog paintings on Etsy.
I hate it when people act like, because I'm young, I don't live in the "real world". "Is this real life? Or just a fantasy?" Yeah, it's fake until you can legally drink, right? Right.
Or when I'm supposed to be in school just to prepare myself for a job or "higher education". I don't want a job to be what I live for, but apparently it's supposed to be.
I hate that society constantly undervalues the people who are most important for our survival. Such as farmers, or people who work in waste disposal, or teachers...
Dear United States of America, I do not value big business. Sincerely, A teenager who hates WalMart and corporate farms
I hate the electoral college. No, Utah, I will not vote Republican. You do not represent me just because I live inside some hypothetical divider lines. YOU DO NOT REPRESENT ME. I REPRESENT MYSELF.
I also hate that we often get some really horrible people for potential presidential candidates. I do not want these people representing our country. Alas, I do not have the guts nor the money to become a president of the U.S.A. And I admit, we have some stupid people in Senate and Congress, and the state/local governments too....
I hate that feminism isn't taken seriously. I hate that people think that to be feminist is to be a "feminazi" or a "man-hater". Or when people make jokes like, "well we gave you the vote lol". Or when people think that women do have equality. Have you been paying attention to Rush Limbaugh, lately?
I also hate that racism, ableism, homophobia, slut shaming, any bullying etc. aren't taken seriously. Or when people excuse it as something else. "I don't hate Hispanics, I just think they're all sluts and drug addicts, and they freak me out." "I didn't mean 'retarded' as being offensive to people who are retarded. I just meant that they were being stupid." "I'm not homophobic. I just think no one should be LGBT because it's unnatural and not the way God intended it." "God, I have gay friends. 'Gay' can mean 'stupid' without being mean to gays." "She's a slut. She knew that guys were going to want to have sex with her if she wore that short skirt." "She got pregnant! What a slut. No one should have sex at her age. She deserves a hard life." It's as if people don't even try to value other people as human beings.
I hate that I get more and more angry at the world as I shout out what makes me angry to the world.
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