I want to scream to everyone because no one wants to hear it.

So. Things I've wanted to say today:

• "I'm so stupid. I cannot deny my own stupidity. Even though, following my stupid logic, I should be too stupid to understand my own stupidity. But I'm so stupid."  
•  (Deletes everything else.) 

And it seems everything else can be summarized therein. Because everything I feel, say, think, and do is just... so stupid.  I thought I was fine for random hours scattered throughout the day.  It all just comes back to it... it's a never-ending loop. 8  Or at least I'm hopeless in searching for the end, which is essentially the same thing.

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger."  Or just makes you hate yourself. And then you wish you didn't hate yourself, and hate yourself for that even, and someday, you'll be "stronger" because of it.