I Am Freaking Enraged

          But I'm pretending to be calm while I write this because I'm going to start rage crying soon, so if I type in all caps I'll probably start rage screaming while I rage cry, and that will just freak my parents  out.  So, yeah.
          My school is doing "arena scheduling" this year, where we can choose the period and teacher for our classes.  Three of the four AP full-year classes I want to take next year are only 5th period.  Which makes me hate the teachers for all putting their AP classes the same day, and makes me hate the school for letting them.  So I get to choose: AP literature, which I've been looking forward to for a year; AP Statistics, which I guess I could give or take...; or AP Art Studio, which is seriously my only "yes, I'll have a fun class!" sort of class I've been looking forward to.  -_-
          I'm 110% pissed, at both my teachers and my school.  Because a) they scheduled it all the same, b) they are allowed to schedule all AP classes the same, and c) I hate everyone right now that is related to that freaking school of stupidity.  I mean, really??  I have my AP and honors classes this year with mostly the same people, because AP and honors students take a lot more AP and honors classes.  I'm pretty sure students who take AP classes take more than one per year, unless they're a little scared 10th grader who doesn't know what they're doing, like I didn't -- in which case, who cares about the sophomores anyway; they don't have so many choices. 
          Adding to my anger: I have boring crap choices for my A days -- why did no freaking teacher choose to have any freaking interesting period on my A days??? :(  And then on my B days, ballroom is also only taught during lit mag (which I freaking love) and another AP class.  So I might have to take a summer gym class or another freaking sports class because my school sucks so freaking much and I despise it all.  Or else I need to freaking get Simpson to sign me off for my four years of color guard -- because taking another gym class when I thought I would never have to again is the third greatest damper on my mood/schedule today. 
         I hate my school.  There are only a few teachers I truly like, this whole situation with class scheduling is just illogical, and the administrators can't even spell the announcements on the marquee right (nor can they use commas correctly)!  Things like this let me know I am getting a truly good quality education.

          My PAWS teacher will probably talk about arena scheduling tomorrow -- so I'm considering preparing a speech about my hatred for public education.  Because I. Am. Freaking. Pissed.

           And here are the rage tears, along with the "I can't do anything about this" tears.  At least I have a cat. <3