For I Have Lost So Long

Quick updates!

• Didn't win any awards for winter guard, um, at all, but I feel like we had an interesting show, and I'm uber proud of all of the girls on guard, including myself! Rifle is fun. : )
  
• Captain auditions are coming up soon for color guard! My essay is due on Friday, and then we have the Monster Concert in a week from today, so... ahh! I'm excitedly terrified.
• COLOR GUARD TRYOUTS are May 9, 10, and 11 3:00-6:00 P.M. in the small gym at the high school! Don't worry about if you don't know how to do any of it; we teach you. : )
  
• Doing well on my goals to get 4.0's for all of tenth grade (made NHS!), but with one more quarter to go, I'm afraid to check my grades because it's super hard and I don't want to disappoint myself by realizing I'm being a horrible student. I'm falling insanely behind... had mental breakdowns for an hour last night, so... I'm gonna catch up as quick as I can. (I cover my eyes when I check my grades...)
  
• Looking forward to summer.
  
• For psychology class, we can do a project on a mental illness (I chose schizophrenia) or just break a social norm and then record it for our project. I'd really rather do the latter, but I don't have any ideas! If you have any, I'd really appreciate them!
  

I wish I had time enough to actually put more into blog posts! I'm hoping soon I'll get past the stress, and I'll have more time to actually put more thoughts out there. : (

"Ky can play this game. He can play all of their games, including the one in front of him that he just lost. He knows exactly how to play, and that's why he loses every time." -Ally Condie (Matched, which is a fantastic book)