_____I finally wrote said breakdown results:
What To Do
To Improve Everything I Am and Can Be
-Share my emotions with others
-Don't be afraid of what people - especially friends - think about me
-Try my best at any task I need to do
-Don't procrastinate on homework (it's ironic I'm blogging right now)
-Share my music with others (I was listening to Erasure!)
-Close myself somewhat off from the internet - have a life that revolves around things that are completely real (ironic, again)
-Open up to my family, especially Mom and Dad, about what goes on in my life (without them prodding)
-Eliminate things that I keep in my life that make me feel icky - music, pictures, magazines, books, people, etc.
-Face my fears in a safe way
-Laugh
-Talk to people I don't know well
-Talk to people I wish I knew well
-Sleep for long enough time each night
-Write more to sort out thoughts, and for fun
-Read more often for pleasure
-Pay attention to my surroundings
-Dance
-Clean out my spaces of clutter that feel like they're weighing down on me and holding me back from people and myself
-Let old hates burn themselves to ashes, finally, and let them blow away
-Send a message in a bottle
-Be modest of my body, and my thoughts, and my words
-Go outside with the cats
-Be grateful for life, and all life at that
-Eat more healthily, and encourage my family to as well
-Believe in hope
-Meditate daily
-Smile - be happy with others and with myself
-Spread kindness to everyone I meet, all of the time
-Let myself be spontaneous
BE REAL
BE LOVING
BE GRATEFUL
BE HOPEFUL
To Improve Everything I Am and Can Be
-Share my emotions with others
-Don't be afraid of what people - especially friends - think about me
-Try my best at any task I need to do
-Don't procrastinate on homework (it's ironic I'm blogging right now)
-Share my music with others (I was listening to Erasure!)
-Close myself somewhat off from the internet - have a life that revolves around things that are completely real (ironic, again)
-Open up to my family, especially Mom and Dad, about what goes on in my life (without them prodding)
-Eliminate things that I keep in my life that make me feel icky - music, pictures, magazines, books, people, etc.
-Face my fears in a safe way
-Laugh
-Talk to people I don't know well
-Talk to people I wish I knew well
-Sleep for long enough time each night
-Write more to sort out thoughts, and for fun
-Read more often for pleasure
-Pay attention to my surroundings
-Dance
-Clean out my spaces of clutter that feel like they're weighing down on me and holding me back from people and myself
-Let old hates burn themselves to ashes, finally, and let them blow away
-Send a message in a bottle
-Be modest of my body, and my thoughts, and my words
-Go outside with the cats
-Be grateful for life, and all life at that
-Eat more healthily, and encourage my family to as well
-Believe in hope
-Meditate daily
-Smile - be happy with others and with myself
-Spread kindness to everyone I meet, all of the time
-Let myself be spontaneous
BE REAL
BE LOVING
BE GRATEFUL
BE HOPEFUL
_____For me, making goals is pretty much a year-round thing, even if my goal is the same every time, I have to remind myself of it. New Year's resolution? Nah. New day's resolution.
_____Now that I feel a lot more light and in control again, thank goodness, I'm really glad for everything I have. I'm glad I have a family that I love a lot more often than I am annoyed by them (because I love them all of the time), and that I have friends that will joke with me, and pets that will sit on my lap, and for plants that are green sometime in the year. : )
_____A few things I'm not grateful for, in any way at all: Utah's air pollution, guns, greed for money, enemies among friends, and more air pollution. I wish these sort of things were easy to deal with...
_____But, since I'm facing what I can do right now, I guess that's what I'll focus on.
_____What I'm reading (in case you might be interested):
________Maximum Ride: Saving the World and Other Extreme Sports - it is hilarious, as per usual
________Angela's Ashes
________The Grand Guignol Orchestra: Vol. 1 - confusing. I have lots of trouble following manga action scenes, it is decided
________The Wallflower: Vol. 8 - don't even know where I put this book... oops
________The Bible: (version forgotten) - I surprise even myself in my reading choices sometimes
________A bunch of other books that I say I'm reading, but will probably have to start over because it's been half a year since I read any of it. :P Or I could just pretend I know what's going on and pick them up where I left off before I started another book...
_____Today's focus: Don't procrastinate on homework. Goodbye! Until AP Euro is done, my life is boring. : ) And I'm happy for it.
"A man can't soar too high, when he flies with his own wings."
-William Blake
-William Blake
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