Growing the grasses can't wait

The Smiths, There Is a Light That Never Goes Out


Have you ever felt so tangled? Like there's everything you've ever wanted mixed up with everything you've never wanted and compacted so tightly in a ball that all you can do is hold it, not even discern one windy bit from another. Like every day you wake up you are happy, yet you still feel like you'd rather just spend your life dreaming. Like you never want to see the sun, but still want to feel its warmth and the yellow sidewalks. Like every moment is preciously, unknowingly wasted. Like you could turn yourself inside out and you'd hate that you're the same inside as you've always been while the world outside is still the same, it's just coming in on you instead of you coming out to it.

I have.