Friday, November 05, 2010

The beginning of the end... AHH!

Life is the crappiest goodness it feels like it's ever been.
It's nice.

Now that band's over, it feels as if it never happened, and was just a series of vivid dreams. Missing it so badly, but the fact that it'll be winter season in probably a bit more than a month has me getting excited!
Life's extremely monotonous (again), so I'm having a little bit of fun figuring out what I could possibly have done to keep myself entertained before marching band started and after it ended last year. Answer? Tons of music, books, cleaning, and drawing. And oh so nice it is!

For some reason, I keep thinking about college recently... no, I don't believe it's because of careers class, considering it's actually the first class I've slept through so much of, um, ever. It'll be a long quarter full of B days. (dun dun DUN!)

Aaaanywho, I'm trying to think of what I might want to do. All of the counselours and our teachers have been trying to force us towards making a decision since 8th grade, if I'm not counting first grade where we came to school dressed up as what we wanted to be and we ended up with a class full of police officers and doctors. I wish I could go back to the times like that in first grade, when I believed I wanted to be an artist. Or in fourth grade, when I was convinced someday I was going to be an author like R.L. Stine.
I think I've narrowed it down to some sort of natural science (marine biology? plant biology? astronomy?), social science (experimental psychology?), or some sort of writing job (editor?) or art job on the side. (I don't really want to become a full-time starving artist.) Of course, I realized that "the future" means I'll probably be spending 40 years doing the same thing. (Yikes!)

What do you want to do?

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